yeah, it's tough, but today I just had that I'm going to be fine epiphony. I made myself a list of things I need to get accomplished, set up a small workout program for me, and tonight I am going to finalize dates for completion.

i bought new computer parts with some of the accident money since my systems were getting older and my server is dead. (anyone got a AMD 1.3 Duron compatible Mobo for near free i could grab?)

She is coming over tonight. i wrote her a letter and stated that I can't jsut go and be friends cause I care for her too much. She either promises me to stay true to me while she is gone (she left for financial issues, school, and to clear her head) or we no longer speak and she becomes part of my past. I know that is very black or white, but that is what I need. And I know she could do it, but I don't think she wants to. i think she is moving there for the guy more than anything, so who knows. I will update everyone on how things go tonight when she comes over to talk about the letter. She'll either be leaving here with my love, or leaving here completely erased from my life. We'll see.

Love Bites. Which is why I have my Bonne. I can turn wrenches on her, push her buttons, and all sorts of other stuff. You will find, that over time, singularity has it bright points. You have already made that list of yours. I did the same thing several years ago. Now I am done with school and working with a great company (though they seem to think Orlando isn't a very expensive place to live or work). Anyways, take a look at CAE (my employer)...they got jobs everywhere in and out of the states, and a major player in the simulations field. 8)

I feel ya! I think I'm just gonna stick with my beautiful Bonny!

Sorry to hear man. At least you don't gotta with the dsm hype now... :)

Oh come on now. I mean as much as relationships bite occasionally, they do make life worth living (or at least really interesting).

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You'll be alright buddy, feel free to stop over into my office, we have a barrel fun of new young ladies that have just been hired...no foolin.

Good luck to ya and good to hear you aint wallowin in sorrow.

Wait 2-3 weeks and I'll hook you up. I may have one right now, but I think I swapped it into a friend's system. I'll look.

You'll do fine man. Good luck.

Oh my...at first I thought Sully was talking about a chic...then I realized it was computer stuff.

Sorry to hear you're going through that crap right now, Geoff.... stay close to your friends and stay busy... we're here for ya!

oh baby i'd wanna be your car ;)

But:

Dude.. sorry

don't sweat it too much, there's alot of girls. If you're half as decent as I get the impression you are, then you should have no problems finding the right one. I wish you luck. If she doesn't put any effort into this for you, she obviously was not worth your time.

Just chill a bit man. Everyone is right, though.. being single has it's good .. but then it's bad.

I am the type who nobody really takes a second look at, because either a. i'm ugly, or b. i have shit for confidence.

just ease it out man dont worry about it. you'll find a different girl hopefuly thats worth it