Not sure what you guys are gonna think of me after this, but I gotta get it out. I know it'* supposedly not a good idea to post stuff like this, but I don't even care anymore.

About 6 months ago someone on another forum I used to visit out of the blue sent me a message. I had no idea who she was. She said she was 16 from Scottland. She told me she had a 3 year old daughter because she was raped when she was 13. I though, "OK, she seems like she'd be a cool person to talk to". So we talked for a while, and she kept bringing up "long distance relationships". I said I didn't think they were a good idea. About this time me and my ex broke up, and I was kinda mad about it. Melonie *the 16 yr old* asked would I be her boyfriend. I said, hey, what the heck, what can it hurt. So we talked like every day ,and not just on the computer either, about once a week we'd talk for a few hours on the phone. She sent me pics, even of her daughter. I sent her pics, so on and so on. I didn't realize it would be possible to love someone so much you'd never met. I thought about her all the time. We had even decided she was gonna fly out here this summer. And yes, this is the girl that all you guys PMd me about about her being pregnant again.

So tonight she tells me she'* in love with another guy but still wants to be with me. I said OK. But then she tells me that she'* 12 years old and lives in Texas. All the pics she sent me was her cousin.

I know some of you guys may not understand, or maybe I'm just a dork, but I really loved her. Or at least I thought I did. Right now I just don't care about anything. I just don't. I just needed to get that off my chest. Think of me what you will, I guess.

You're still young. Concentrate on the really important things in life. Someone will come your way when the time is right but,for now just go with the flow and don't be in such a hurry to be tied down

First of all how old are you?

I wasn't. We were just taken it slow and chillin out, but I guess that'* just the way I am. It just seems like maybe I shouldn't have anybody. I guess girls these days want the "badass" type, and I'm just not like that. I've always been sweet to my girlfriends, and I guess it'* just backfiring on me.

16, will be 17 in August.

IIRC,Chris is about 16 or 17 and trying to be 25

Chris, relax and don't worry about relationships

I'm almost 20 and haven't had a g/f and I'm fine with it, one less thing to worry about.

Like Scott said, the woman will come along, it might be soon or later but dont worry about it.

1. have you ever watched dateline nbc with the online predators. you never know.
2. I find it hard to believe you can love someone without ever seeing them. are you sure you know the difference between love and like?
3. dont give up on being nice. you just have to find the right girl

okay check it out this is my opinion on this.. you might get a little mad but stay with me...

1 Your way to young to know what love is and she is too.
2. Feelings lie..
3. I told my wife I loved her after I asked her to Marry her. (just some advice)
4. You dont know the girl
5. She lied to you many of times.
6. Are you ready to get married ( I am guessing no)
7 If your not ready to get married you shouldn't date(some people will disagree but that is what I believe.)
8. Being single is a blessing Youll be married the REST of your life. So dont look for it right now.
9. Give it like 3 years before you start dating.
10. Just have fun your highschool years and be single.
11. She can't even spell the word boyfriend let alone comprehend one.

Some more advice for your dating years to come.
Dont brake up with someone and go back out with them and brake up again and go back out with them on and on. All your doing is practicing for divorce.

The more I think about it, I don't think it'* bothering me so much about her in particular, it'* more what I mentioned above. I'm not the "badass" type. I'm a nice guy, and it seems like all that ever gets me is lied to and cheated on.