So..... As you know, my girl left me a little while ago. Im holding up pretty good. But what you dont now is, she decided to go up to Oregon to see her ex Niel. ok...i dont care much for that. but while she is up there, she gets sick and has to go to the ER. She appearantly had an Asess??? I still dont know what that is but...ok? so she has to go and get it popped and get it drained??? ok? she tells me all this and I, being the man that oves her, feel like crap cuz i cant be there right? I am in ...California while she is sick in OREGON.... ok, she obviously isnt that good with her geography cuz she sends me a text telling me that I SHOULDVE been there. Making me fell as if it was MY responsibility to be there. Making me feel like im just another worthless peice of **** out there. I explain to her that im not the kid i used to be when we first started dating. I have responsibilities now and I had no means of getting to her. I would have loved to be there for her, but i couldnt, you know? She says that it should have been me in that hospital room instead of Niel....HELLO!!!! YOU LEFT ME!!!!! Anywho, I knew he would be there so i wasnt trippin, but she was. now all she has to say is..Im sorry??? No!!!! no she is not!!! if she was, she wouldnt pull that crap because she kows exactly how to get me pissed!!!!

And for the record, this is a sore subject for me because the night i tottaled her roomates Eclipse, she went to the Hospital for a cist. I diddnt go because I swear that she wanted me to go home so that my dad wouldnt find out. so there has always been this sore spot about that night because thtat night changed both our lives in a bad way.

And to top all this drama off, i had to get into work at 5 o clock in the freakin morning bith Saturday and Sunday to irrigate some fields and get off of work by 7 PM. So im pretty tired. And... I decided to watch the 9 o clock showing of Spiderman 3 last night and diddnt get home till about 11:30. So...Im pretty tired.


And this morning, I forgot that it was a late start day at school(meaning we dont start school till 10:30) but I arrive at 6:30 and im not driving because i decided to leave the car at home to save on gas this week. So I call my dad to pick my *** up. I go to work again. now, my shoes are muddy, my nice JAcket has PVC gray cement on it and my White-T has purple primer stains all over it,(dont ask). And as I was gettin off my dads truck, yep, i jammed my right middle finger in the door...mmm hmm... as my dads proceeds to laugh...


By the way...GOOD MORNING!!!!

Sounds like you had a good weekend :?

Feel better after venting?

a cyst

its not morning anymore

he he he!!! not really... that woman and her problems....

I got some good news... My cap and gown came in today.

It was in the ovarian system type thingy... she was in some severe pain bro. I even cried. she was in a feedle position for 2 hours. she couldnt move an inch.

An ovarian cyst?

Dang. That'* pretty gross.

Absess, sounds like she has an absess. And, right now, it sucks to be you. Sorry to be so blunt, but I don't know what else to say. If it makes you feel any better it will suck to be me someday, and it sucked to be BillBoost37 when he had all those engine issues. It'* your turn in the barrel right now, but you won't be there forever. And no matter how bad your life is, there'* most likely someone, somewhere, that'* worse off than you. (Yeah, that'* prolly hard to imagine right now, but I speak the truth).:(

EDIT: Not an absess if it'* ovarian-related!

What the hells a cyst anyways???

it is a growth thing like a puss pocket if i remember right and as far as the drama thing been there done that life gets better trust me

My Advice? ignore her. She'* trying to make you feel bad for not being there, when it'* her fault you weren't there for her. If she wants to be friends, then SHE needs to make it up to you, but these type of situations never really work out anyways..

If it was so damned important for someone to be with her, where was the other guy?