I went in my dad'* room to clean up. I know for a fact that all my childhood things existed in this file cabenet. I never had the balls to enter it till 4 days ago. I was sober suprizingly. I'm not sober now though. However, I did find baby records of myself saying that I had Cerebral Palsey. I also had brain cysts. All this **** was written about how I might detereorate in 10 years conserns me.The brain cysts can develope at any time. Nice thoughts eh?

Look on the bright side. You haven't deteriorated yet. ... or have you? It might explain some things... <runs>

You did know these things prior to the cleaning? If your family kept that from you, that'* not cool. But at least, you still can drive the Olds and that would be the most important thing to me

no I didn't. I didn't know it 2 weeks ago. I want answers. My dad comes home at 9:00 CT. Answers will be given.

Little story for you:

One of my closest friends in the world had a great relationship with her dad. They always talked and really cared for one another. On her 18th birthday, she was told thatthe man who married her dad was not her father. Her real dad had divorced her mom while she was pregnant.

The relationship deteriorated because of no real reason, other than that this information somehow "changed things". The people didn't change, but the relationship deteriorated anyway.

I think your parents held that information back so you wouldn't WORRY. Do you feel any different now then you did when you woke up last Monday morning? Your parents care about you and they don't want you worrying.

I sure hope not! Sorry I couldn't resist