Agreed. but dont feel sorry for me.. I have lived a very hard life and i am slowly dealing with things. but i dont ask for compassion. Things happen for a reason. I just prey that the rest of my life is close to pain free. I just hope that Kristen doesnt hurt me because sense i havent had love my whole life so i have given my whole heart and soul to this girl and she could completely crush me. But i believe everything will be ok.