last night @ 2:15 am i logged into my account with myspace after about a month of not logging on.
and i usally dont go on myspace alot at all. maybe once or twice a month if that.
os anyway i log on and check my mail to see if my sister or cousin wrote to me and i have a message with a subject that states,
" hey john this is an Ooold friend can you guess who.? LoL"
so i'm like what the "bleep", who the "bleep" is this.. so i click open message and i begun to read and the first sentence was exactly like this word for word.
" wow its been 5 years since we been to the club and broke night together "
so right there i knew who it was as i only went clubbing with the person that taught me how to dance spanish and reggae. ( my ex girlfriend ) so my heart just stopped and skipped a beat. i could not believe what i was reading and most of all who it was from.
o.k ill go back 5 yrs ago.
me and this girl (tanya) had to seperate from each other because her mom was a maniac and treated this girl like cinderella. always beat her, punished her, made her to embarissing things like wash her mom'* dirty under pants while i was there.. this girl had it hard.. well we were deeply inlove and talking about marrige and moving intogether as we were together for 4 yrs. from age 17-21 yrs old. when we were both 21 yrs old is when her mom threw her out of the house. so she was forced to move back to peurto rico with her real dad.
it was the worst thing ever for the both of us as like i said we were together for 4 yrs and planning tpo get married and move in together.. we never argued or fought about anything at all.. we were perfect like soul mate'*..
then when the day came for her to leave she cried and passed out from being so upset about having to leave each other like that.. so she went to peurto rico and that was the last time i heard from her untill last night...
and to be honest i am happily marrried with 2 wonderful kids., but for some reason its like that email she sent me on myspace opened something up inside me.
i did not get no sleep last night at all.. i was tossing and turning and never got my mind off of her.. it was torture man.. and then when i finally fell asleep for an nhour or so before the sun came up all i could do was dream about her....
o.k ya'll here is the big one.. in that email she also asked me this,
" and yeah when can we see each other and hang out as i moved back to n.y about 6 month'* ago as me and my mom worked out our differences"
what should i do
i am completly dumbfounded by all of this and have no clue how to even go about this situation popping up like this after 5 yrs of not speaking to each other..
o.k guys i really need some help here.....