Ok before this turns into a bashing of sorts, which I feel it might head that way, no one can truly understand the way I feel and what is currently my situation without me having to sit here and type for hours on end to explain my situation from the begining(I also dont feel I need to) however, as I stated before hand, I know that some of you might not agree and thats understandable since you have your right to voice your opinion.
While it may appear that I am "going for someone better" this is not the case at all. I understand whats at risk here and at the moment im willing to take it. As an adult, I feel that my decsions and my actions are appropriate for the current circumstance that I am in.
Kudos for those of you who approve and are happy for me and for those who may think im going about it the wrong way, you just dont understand.
Dont get me wrong, I appreciate your input, but I have thought and thought and thought about this time and again as well as lost allot of sleep over this and I feel that I am doing the best that I can given the situation.
Im a victim in this also, so its not just one sided.
PJ: im not "seriously looking" for anything!! This just happened. Making that statement proves to me that you have no clue where im coming from.
Also, who said anything about not caring about my current GF? Theres over 6 years of history and to say that "I dont care" is innacurate!!