Oh my gosh, that is awful!!! I am so, so, so sorry to hear that. :( If you need anything just let us know. You have a great support group here at BC.
I wish we could all hug you. I am so sad for you. I don't know how you feel but my son does cuz he lost his dad when he was only 15. I can only imagine and I dread the day. Please know that we are here for you!!