welcome back Mel, glad your staying safe.
Bi- polar is a rough thing to deal with sometimes, I have a cousin who gets really crazy when she'* off her meds, extreme ups and downs, anything from stealing cars to wanting to commit suicide.
Think my mother might be too (actually she'* more Tri-polar if there could be such a thing). Long story short I knid of understand what you might be dealing with there girl. Keep your chin up, like everyone else here I'm glad to here from you.
How'* Chad? And get some pics of that tint ASAP.