A feeling of emptiness.
I decided to come back home to Detroit for the weekend, since I haven't been home from school in a long time. All my friends are nowhere to be seen, so I'm sitting here bored on a Saturday night. I look back at what I spend my time doing, and I realize that I am going through the same routine day in and day out.
I have a feeling of emptiness inside me, that wishes to be filled. I need to make something of myself. Not just in school, or on the job, but in life. I feel that I need to get out and do something that will make a difference. Whether it'* a new hobby, or improving upon something, I feel I have to do something.
I've been thinking about all the people that have made a difference in our world. A lot of them start off around my age, 18. I think it'* time I find out who I am. I am a believer in destiny, in that everyone is here to do something, only if they choose to. And I think my time to find it is now.
Maybe I'm just thinking crap, cause I'm so bored....